SRS: 7th day after surgery

 Oh gosh, tiny bit of physical exercise and this small girl is exhausted.



So, I have walked quite a lot today. Or, well, "lot". But maybe double the amount I walked yesterday! It has been more and more stable, even the physiotherapist said that I don't need her anymore, so before she left I asked some casual things like if I drop something at home, how should I pick it up, etc. Basically which movements are better than the others and bottom line seemed to be that the less crotch area and muscles attaching to there moves, the better. So, doing "bad" lifting in this point is actually better as if you do the "frog descend", you might rip the stitches. Those are very weak still, even while the stitches themselves are dissolved mostly already. Extreme movements, like putting socks on, are not good either like I wrote previously but in case of socks, I may do that carefully. They didn't mention which method is the best, I should ask it tomorrow. I also got no explicit answer when I asked about the weight restriction, I got impression that there isn't exact limit, it's more like I need to limit the pressure, which lifting creates inside the torso. Which is somewhat individual. But slow walking isn't banned, it's neither good or bad for the actual surgery area but it's good for general health, which will in turn keep me healthy and make the recovery swift. So, strolling around the block is good thing in that sense that the deterioration won't happen in my body during the resting time and cause problems. Also enables grocery shopping if I want by doing multiple small trips, nearest one is in next block after all.

They also pulled the catheter away, which was really unpleasant experience, but at least I have been testing my bottom muscles today and realised that they have quite a much of strength. So, when the dripping of the wounds stops, I pretty much need only some very light pads in case of horniness if I want to use one. I might, let's see how much I actually drip love juices. x)

The surgeon and specialist nurse agreed today that I will be released tomorrow or day after tomorrow (most likely then, so, on thursday), depending how well I'm able to perform the pussy cleaning tasks I need to do daily, to make sure the skin stays in good condition etc. The main problem for me in that right now is actually finding the damn hole xD The first cleaning was done today by the specialist nurse and she gave me instructions how to do that and some supplies to practice. She's also clearly done that for hundreds of patients already as it went so swiftly and easily. But the pussy is so swollen that my mind has hard time figuring out what is actually where exactly. I need to try again tomorrow. The nurse also checked the vagina with speculum (the diameter of that is not that much, roughly 2.5cm or so) again and that still feels so hecking good the little I feel of it even while my whole pussy is almost numb still. Which is really confusing as when I don't touch it, I have lots of sensations but when I do, I feel almost nothing, barely that I'm touching. And lack of that feedback makes cleaning up much harder. I also got some clear picture for those people wanted to see x) I actually assumed the number of the people would be higher than that.. 🤔

The food was decent today, lunch was salmon temptation with steamed carrots and dinner was tuned pea soup, it had meat and chickpeas while being quite watery at the same time. Both were quite good, especially the temptation. Though, still hospital food.

I also participated our roleplaying session from here today 😂 Worked pretty well, especially as today's play time was mostly politics and not fighting. My character isn't the Face of the group so I managed easily as the mic picked up absolutely everything in this room so I was able to speak only when no-one else spoke in this room. Which was only couple of times, so lot's of writing. Worked well. Also the reason why I'm writing this late today.



Lot of my friends have agreed to help me. But I still want to be able to be as able to survive alone as possible. I know it's pretty much impossible but just being in bed and watching anime isn't really life either. I can strain myself a bit as long as it doesn't hurt. Which is also why I have seriously thought going home with train even while several people offered to fetch me with car. I have this feeling that I want to prove a point that I can do it by myself.

Yeah, I'm clearly getting healthier as I'm getting really "aries stubborn" x)


'Til next time~ 💜