SRS: 5th day after surgery

 Calm day, I actually started to consume the entertainment I prepared for myself.



Today has been much calmer day, I have read manga or chatted with my neighbor most of the time. She's really nice, was completely unfazed when I told what was the operation they did to me and apparently is poly as well. 

Something bad though as well. I got some kind of sting to my pussy, like the kind you get after you pee really dark pee. So, they clamped my urethral catheter, waited two hours, took the sample by unfastening the tube middle point thingy and draining from there, refastening and unclamping. Just checking if I have urethritis. Which would be funny thing to get with 5 days old pussy 😂😂😂. I think I will hear about it tomorrow. "I told you I have high libido" 😂. Or at least I assume the love juices will still come from the same tube, just before the bladder, so the catheter goes past that.

I have mentally prepared myself already for eating lots of cranberries etc to keep the pee pH low and infections away, but I wasn't really expecting this. Though, it was better when the catheter was clamped for some reason.. Mentioned about it to the nurse, he said that maybe I can get rid of the catheter before leaving the hospital, which would be really nice, but I doubt my muscle control. Well, can be seen only by taking the catheter away for a bit!

I'm waiting tomorrow so much!!!!! The pussy will be revealed and dilated for the first time, I can finally get proper food, go to shower, get up from the damn bed!! GOSH. It's not bad here either but I really would like to eat something more solid. And the staff is so nice, when I said couple of times that I really can't eat the watery porridge anymore, they brought me drinkable oat snack instead 💜. Less wasted food. I also realised that it's the last moments my pussy is packed like that so took a pic of it x)

Yeah, tomorrow might be quite a much longer post, so see you then :3


'Til next time~ 💜

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