Wandering thoughts 10
Not much has happened in these couple of days but writing something anyway as I felt like it.
I'll start from yesterday. I went shopping with Certain Someone ^__^. She had to buy a gift for her friend and I asked her to help me to choose makeup. We also went to eat in Maruseki and had some coffee and otherwise good time. Loved it <3. And I poured quite a much money to makeup, but I have a feeling I made good choices. Foundation, dark circle concealer, purple lipstick, eyeshadow palette (Love you so mochi) and doll eye mascara from NYX, liquid eyeliner, perversion, from urban decay (didn't realize it was from urban decay until now, no wonder it felt so good when I tried it) and white highlighting fluid from urban decay as well aaaand powder from lumene. Almost 200€ in total 😱. But those will last for a while. And when I tried them a little bit, just bit something to see how shades matches each other and to my skin tone and I like my purchases already very much. They match and feel good. Although I need better tools, my powder puff is very much inadequate for example. And those couple waterproof products (eyeliner and mascara, my eyes are bit wet in times so anything non-waterproof doesn't stay) were very waterproof. Almost waterproof-makeup-remover-fluid -proof. And the lipstick didn't stick to the first glass edge, which was my requirement. Or maybe tiny bit but my lips were dry and unprepared.
In the month sum up I mentioned that I want Certain Someone to hear my final voice first. Well, I had a chance and I used it. And I realized that I really don't have to step it up that much from my practice voice. I went to visit my parents today and when I said hi from door my mom answered in almost same voice. At least to what I can hear from my own voice. I still have to practice it, obviously, I noticed already in yesterday that speaking with practice voice doesn't require much concentration anymore, it comes somewhat naturally, although I have to do it consciously still. But final voice fell down to my practice voice veeery easily. But now I know where I want to be, roughly at least. And I have to record it so I can get used to how I sound like. And most likely get terrified :D
Not that much happened but still meaningful couple of days. More will follow next week.
I'll start from yesterday. I went shopping with Certain Someone ^__^. She had to buy a gift for her friend and I asked her to help me to choose makeup. We also went to eat in Maruseki and had some coffee and otherwise good time. Loved it <3. And I poured quite a much money to makeup, but I have a feeling I made good choices. Foundation, dark circle concealer, purple lipstick, eyeshadow palette (Love you so mochi) and doll eye mascara from NYX, liquid eyeliner, perversion, from urban decay (didn't realize it was from urban decay until now, no wonder it felt so good when I tried it) and white highlighting fluid from urban decay as well aaaand powder from lumene. Almost 200€ in total 😱. But those will last for a while. And when I tried them a little bit, just bit something to see how shades matches each other and to my skin tone and I like my purchases already very much. They match and feel good. Although I need better tools, my powder puff is very much inadequate for example. And those couple waterproof products (eyeliner and mascara, my eyes are bit wet in times so anything non-waterproof doesn't stay) were very waterproof. Almost waterproof-makeup-remover-fluid -proof. And the lipstick didn't stick to the first glass edge, which was my requirement. Or maybe tiny bit but my lips were dry and unprepared.
In the month sum up I mentioned that I want Certain Someone to hear my final voice first. Well, I had a chance and I used it. And I realized that I really don't have to step it up that much from my practice voice. I went to visit my parents today and when I said hi from door my mom answered in almost same voice. At least to what I can hear from my own voice. I still have to practice it, obviously, I noticed already in yesterday that speaking with practice voice doesn't require much concentration anymore, it comes somewhat naturally, although I have to do it consciously still. But final voice fell down to my practice voice veeery easily. But now I know where I want to be, roughly at least. And I have to record it so I can get used to how I sound like. And most likely get terrified :D
Not that much happened but still meaningful couple of days. More will follow next week.