Uncensored Tipsy Thoughts 3
This week has been interesting. I have drank alcohol in three days, walked home on every of those days and wore bit more... "revealing" shirt.
Let's start with shirt. I own one black ladyfit t-shirt, which has green biohazard logo print. On top of corset, it won't leave anything to be guessed. It reveals all my shapes and highlights my boobs. I have used it whole week now, so every day in work and so one. The interesting fact is that no-one did comment it at work in any way. Maybe they are getting used to it little by little, which is good thing. And I have enjoyed so much every moment I have used this shirt. I just love it 💓
On Tuesday, one of my friends posted to facebook that she will go to pub and people may join her if anyone wants. I thought that is this a threat or a possibility, and decided that as I might have been bit lonely lately, this is definitely a possibility. And went there. Had great time, had opportunity to meet couple new friends as well. Although, having cider/beer in the middle of the week isn't the greatest idea but it didn't cause too much hassle for next morning. But I did walk to home anyway.
On Friday, we had our new company beers tasting night. Called "Oispakaljaa", which translates to "I wish I had a beer", which is bit paradoxical but anyway. It was pretty much grapefruit lemonade with little bit of warmth from alcohol, although it was almost unnoticeable amount. So I drank something like 10 of them. But it was during 8 hours so it wasn't THAT much. During the night I also confessed to couple of my colleagues and everything I have said in this blog still applies. It isn't any kind of problem to anyone. One of them actually asked if my corset is uncomfortable as I showed it to them by lifting my shirttail, but I just answered that you get used to it. Which is true but might not be understood exactly how I meant it. And I ended up walking home around 3 am.
On today, same friend, who invited people on Tuesday, invited people again. And I thought, well, last time was a bliss, this time won't be worse! Although, I forgot that today was Saturday and there was some other people as well in the bar. But! My ex-gf came there too as the person who was inviting people is common friend. There was four of us in total and we talked about Stuff for some four hours. One of the people needed to leave just before midnight and our "host" wanted to leave as well as the bar was getting too noisy and annoying. So, I left there drinking cider with my ex-gf. Which was actually a good thing, it turns out.
Me and my ex-gf are still very good friends. I just have been "too busy" to keep in proper touch. And she specifically requested that I won't link this blog to her as it will be more self-torture to her than anything else. So, as I haven't written what has happened to anywhere else than here, I told her what has happened lately, that I got diagnose and so. We also talked about our relationship. As there was still some things which needed clarification. She also had some things left bugging and alcohol lowered threshold of talking about those things, so it was very good that this opportunity rose. Couple of other things has happened on her side as well, so it was update for both.
My ex-gf's last bus went before midnight already, so we talked for a while before we got too annoyed by the atmosphere as well. We drank couple of ciders, before deciding to leave as well. And as she was very drunk, I thought that if she is going to walk home, like she was, I will walk her home as I want to make sure she will make it in one piece. And it was more pleasant to chat more while walking than trying to shout not-too-loudly at bar. During the walk she asked if I have any feelings left for her and I answered truthfully that nothing romantical, I value her as a good friend but I'm completely over her. When we got to her place I also had opportunity to see her dogs :3. The older one clearly missed me and I missed her, so I petted her for a while, before continuing to home.
And I was right, last time was a bliss and this time wasn't worse.
Let's start with shirt. I own one black ladyfit t-shirt, which has green biohazard logo print. On top of corset, it won't leave anything to be guessed. It reveals all my shapes and highlights my boobs. I have used it whole week now, so every day in work and so one. The interesting fact is that no-one did comment it at work in any way. Maybe they are getting used to it little by little, which is good thing. And I have enjoyed so much every moment I have used this shirt. I just love it 💓
On Tuesday, one of my friends posted to facebook that she will go to pub and people may join her if anyone wants. I thought that is this a threat or a possibility, and decided that as I might have been bit lonely lately, this is definitely a possibility. And went there. Had great time, had opportunity to meet couple new friends as well. Although, having cider/beer in the middle of the week isn't the greatest idea but it didn't cause too much hassle for next morning. But I did walk to home anyway.
On Friday, we had our new company beers tasting night. Called "Oispakaljaa", which translates to "I wish I had a beer", which is bit paradoxical but anyway. It was pretty much grapefruit lemonade with little bit of warmth from alcohol, although it was almost unnoticeable amount. So I drank something like 10 of them. But it was during 8 hours so it wasn't THAT much. During the night I also confessed to couple of my colleagues and everything I have said in this blog still applies. It isn't any kind of problem to anyone. One of them actually asked if my corset is uncomfortable as I showed it to them by lifting my shirttail, but I just answered that you get used to it. Which is true but might not be understood exactly how I meant it. And I ended up walking home around 3 am.
On today, same friend, who invited people on Tuesday, invited people again. And I thought, well, last time was a bliss, this time won't be worse! Although, I forgot that today was Saturday and there was some other people as well in the bar. But! My ex-gf came there too as the person who was inviting people is common friend. There was four of us in total and we talked about Stuff for some four hours. One of the people needed to leave just before midnight and our "host" wanted to leave as well as the bar was getting too noisy and annoying. So, I left there drinking cider with my ex-gf. Which was actually a good thing, it turns out.
Me and my ex-gf are still very good friends. I just have been "too busy" to keep in proper touch. And she specifically requested that I won't link this blog to her as it will be more self-torture to her than anything else. So, as I haven't written what has happened to anywhere else than here, I told her what has happened lately, that I got diagnose and so. We also talked about our relationship. As there was still some things which needed clarification. She also had some things left bugging and alcohol lowered threshold of talking about those things, so it was very good that this opportunity rose. Couple of other things has happened on her side as well, so it was update for both.
My ex-gf's last bus went before midnight already, so we talked for a while before we got too annoyed by the atmosphere as well. We drank couple of ciders, before deciding to leave as well. And as she was very drunk, I thought that if she is going to walk home, like she was, I will walk her home as I want to make sure she will make it in one piece. And it was more pleasant to chat more while walking than trying to shout not-too-loudly at bar. During the walk she asked if I have any feelings left for her and I answered truthfully that nothing romantical, I value her as a good friend but I'm completely over her. When we got to her place I also had opportunity to see her dogs :3. The older one clearly missed me and I missed her, so I petted her for a while, before continuing to home.
And I was right, last time was a bliss and this time wasn't worse.