SRS: 45 days after surgery
Alright, checkup - done.
This time it was only specialist nurse. She looked at it and everything looked good, it has healed really well. Especially vagina. So, I got permission to dilate and masturbate ✨ I have waited that for so long, I was suffering because I had forcefully shut down my libido. OK, my tactile feel is so impaired still that I doubt I can orgasm just yet but at least I'm allowed to try. It might very well be possible.
So, I need to buy dilators. Nurse said that I can buy quite big ones right away (roughly diameter of the oculum, so, 2-2.5cm) as I'm so deep and instructed how to do the dilatation. Which is basically "make it bigger with the tool" by inserting and stirring. Also, I need to do it for 10 minutes per day, wow. I do want to get better tactile feeling before having sex though, it would be just annoying if I don't feel much. I'm looking forward for all the sensations though. π₯°
Otherwise, the healing is happening slowly but steadily. I really don't have anything to tell about it. It's still swollen, but even that is reducing slowly. I still get occasional hot flashes but they are quite mild and don't last long. Like, feeling slightly too warm, eg. if +21°C is perfect room temperature for you, think +22 - 23. Otherwise, everything else is starting to normalise. I have drank some alcohol as well and that didn't cause any problems at all. My tolerance is also still very high.
Yeah, quite short update this time. My next checkup is on 23th, so just before christmas. I will write again when I have something to write about, most likely how the dilatation starts to go and how vibrator feels etc. ✨
'Til next time~ π