Wandering thoughts 16
I can clearly feel that I'm much more functioning than before, so decided to write even while I don't have that much of a things to say
So, the depression med withdrawal symptoms included serial migraine, I got migraine attack on last Sunday, and on this week's Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. I went to see a occupational doctor (not my "own" as she didn't have any free times left) on Wednesday and she wrote me sick leave for the rest of the week. Ironically I didn't have migraine attack on Thursday anymore, though it has been tickling my brains the whole week. But even having migraines, I have slept better. My smart watch tracks my sleep and there has been quite a much really short spikes that I'm awake. Amount of those are at least halved. And I can really notice that even while I don't remember being awake at night. As when I had sleep polygraph done, they found that my brains awakened 130 times during the night so it's likely that my watch can catch the strongest, or my brains doesn't wake up that much anymore as I have lost so much weight that I have cured from sleep apnea.
So, my general performance has gotten lot better thanks to the withdrawal. I wonder how much of it is caused by the fact I have slept better and how much from the med withdrawal. I'm quite certain that being able to sleep have more to do with this than the med itself. Fortunately all the withdrawal symptoms has been somatic, so I really didn't need the med anymore. I wish it would be easier at work as well. At least it should be.
I have played video games again, or got interest to play again. For a long time, I was just logging into Guild Wars 2 and got daily logon bonus and logged out. Now, I started to play the story again and even streamed a bit. And I want to play more! I was thinking about buying web cam and start streaming "for real", to be able to interact with the audience as well. Though there hasn't been any audience yet. I don't wonder why. I do need better computer though, there is barely enough horses to handle gaming and streaming at the same time. And gameplay recording.
And as I want to game, off to play some more. 'Til next time~
So, the depression med withdrawal symptoms included serial migraine, I got migraine attack on last Sunday, and on this week's Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. I went to see a occupational doctor (not my "own" as she didn't have any free times left) on Wednesday and she wrote me sick leave for the rest of the week. Ironically I didn't have migraine attack on Thursday anymore, though it has been tickling my brains the whole week. But even having migraines, I have slept better. My smart watch tracks my sleep and there has been quite a much really short spikes that I'm awake. Amount of those are at least halved. And I can really notice that even while I don't remember being awake at night. As when I had sleep polygraph done, they found that my brains awakened 130 times during the night so it's likely that my watch can catch the strongest, or my brains doesn't wake up that much anymore as I have lost so much weight that I have cured from sleep apnea.
So, my general performance has gotten lot better thanks to the withdrawal. I wonder how much of it is caused by the fact I have slept better and how much from the med withdrawal. I'm quite certain that being able to sleep have more to do with this than the med itself. Fortunately all the withdrawal symptoms has been somatic, so I really didn't need the med anymore. I wish it would be easier at work as well. At least it should be.
I have played video games again, or got interest to play again. For a long time, I was just logging into Guild Wars 2 and got daily logon bonus and logged out. Now, I started to play the story again and even streamed a bit. And I want to play more! I was thinking about buying web cam and start streaming "for real", to be able to interact with the audience as well. Though there hasn't been any audience yet. I don't wonder why. I do need better computer though, there is barely enough horses to handle gaming and streaming at the same time. And gameplay recording.
And as I want to game, off to play some more. 'Til next time~