Droplets from the voyage of a trans-woman

 Wait, already? I visited HUS on wednesday, for year later inspection. Everything was fine according to the surgeon. And I realized how rough she has been all the time. I just haven't felt it before so it was bit of a shock. But, no problems with urinary retention or anything really, only occasional (rather intensive) sting of pain which lasts usually only couple of seconds. Sometimes longer, but less than minute and those are less intense. I'm guessing it relates to nerves healing and the surgeon said that they take time to heal as an answer to my pondering. It also looks like a pussy, like it should. I have next visit in two years, 3 years after surgery. I hope everything has healed completely then, though tactile feel is pretty much only thing lacking so. Talking about tactile feel, it is rather good nowadays. There's almost numb spots still, especially on top (between labia) and under (in the vagina) the edematous tissue. But the vagina, especially the deep end, labias

6 months, half a year. Long - or short, time. For me it feels like both at the same time, so much has happened but it feels like I'm missing month or two. Straight to the point: I feel like I'm roughly 2 months late what comes to general recovery of the surgery. My tactile feel is starting to get better and I can actually feel light touch in some spots. There's quite good tactile feel on clitoris as well, maybe little bit on hypersensitive side even. The swelling has gotten smaller, though it's still bit swollen. But not by much. There's still no erogenous feel though, unfortunately. And because of that, my libido is rather low most of the time. There's couple of days in a month (clearly tied to hormonal cycle) when it's really high but rest of the time - not so much. I don't feel suffering though, just little frustrated. But, like I said, I feel like I'm bit late in the recovery, most likely thanks to the necrosis, so I'm confident that the prop

 Checkup time again~ This time it was just surgeon and two random nurses, of which one was student most likely, considering how she looked my pussy with interest. Everything has healed well, the tactile feel isn't there yet but I have got some feeling of pain, so it's coming back eventually. AFAIK the pain and feel of cold are the first ones as those are the finest nerves. I'm confident that it will be fine, it will just take more time. But how much, that's still unknown. The surgeon said that usually everything will be pretty much normalised and head has adjusted in about one year. My clitoris is super sensitive nowadays. Anything more than very light touch starts to hurt right away and I don't have any erogenous feel yet. I was able to get the orgasms, like I wrote previously but that's outright impossible to achieve now as it would require more delicacy than I'm able to handle. Vibrator is way too much.  My sleep has stabilised to midnight - 8:00 now. Tha

 Ok, enough to write to post has happened again. I saw my neurologists bit over a week ago, on wednesday. She was surprised that my migraine situation has gotten much better now. I told her that I would like to get rid of Noritren and maybe get Orloc back as it worked so well in the past. After chatting a little bit about the surgery and migraine situation, we talked quite a long time about my sleep. And I understand now why. Noritren was left out, and I can really feel the withdrawal symptoms. The most interesting one is - sleeping. I haven't got any migraines and I have a feeling that that might be tied to hormonal cycle now, if I get migraine between 11th and 24th, then it will be hormonal cycle migraine, it has been bit too consistent to that.  So, sleep. I have slept a hecking lot. Like a cat actually. Almost right after the med was left out, I went to sleep in normal time, around 23 as I was rather tired. But, I slept only 6 hours, waking up refreshed! Refreshed!! But it was