Droplets from the voyage of a trans-woman

Third month went surprisingly slowly. Much slower than second. But a lot happened. In the start of the month, I got quite a lot hot waves. More on patch change days and bit less day after, maybe some in other days as well. My body was signaling that it is time to ramp up the dosage. And time for that was in the middle of the month, on monday 14th of may. I got quite serious hot waves on that day and day after, but none after those. I wonder how long it will take to those appear again. My boobs started to grow as well for real. On the week just before the time the dosage was increased, my nipples got really sensitive. To the point that the own weight of my boobs were enough that breathing hurted. That didn't last for long fortunately. Although my boobs have been more or less achy after it and still are. My bras started to feel ..loose as well, so I ordered 80B, which are perfect fit. Which also means I have to buy 80C soonish. And that is actually funny. Measuring with tape all

Somewhat silent week. Let's go through it. So, on monday the estradot dosage was raised to 75 micrograms. It have affected surprisingly much to my mental health. And maybe boob growth. I'm finally able to somewhat cry. When I look emotional anime, I might cry drop or two when I just had heavy feeling on chest before. Even easier than before. It feels relieving. All the other emotions have increased amplitude as well, also the bad ones, unfortunately. My depression has gotten bit worse, not much but it's hard to get out from shower again and my general feeling has been bit low. It has affected my work as well, it's harder to get things done again. Which is bit unfortunate. I should tell about this to my boss, if this doesn't get better soon. My mood has lowered so fast that I'm not expecting it to stay for long. As I think this is part of the mood rollercoaster I was hoping for. What I have read about how fast hormones should have effects and what kind of effe

Looks like I forgot to write a week ago. Oh well. Let's sum up the past two weeks then. Last weeks monday, 30.4., was my new name day. I even marked that to my own calendar as it would take a while for me to remember it. It was rather dull day otherwise, I visited my parents but that was it. Rest of the week was just usual struggling through life. Not much happened other than work and sleep. This weeks wednesday I was hit to the face with a laser again. It was third time. And it hurted even less than last time. It really starts to be bearable, although I hope I don't have to use all those 10 times. It still hurts anyway. But this time I got really small second degree burns, which included vesicles. They looked like pimples as they were so small! But, I used some basic cream to heal the burns so they healed pretty quickly, there isn't anything visible anymore. And next time will be after little over a month, in the end of June. Yesterday was Popcult Day, in which our p