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TMI: Libido, FFS

So, this post will be very TMI. Stop reading if you can't handle tipsy me rambling about libido, sexual fantasies and something, which might even evolve to nymphomania. So, I really need to get this away from my head. I have been so super horny for couple of days already. I have tried to help myself by masturbating but it doesn't seem to help. I want more. And in a way I can and can't have. Past bit over a year have taught so much to me about my sexuality that I didn't know before that I could be how I am now. I have always known that I like bondage and that I'm (very) submissive brat. But I haven't really known what that has meant, because I haven't had partners willing to explore that side of me. Being on HRT have had it's changes as well, I'm more sensitive in every aspect of the word and for example I don't itch anymore, even from armpits or soles. But if you scratch me from there. oh my. I get extreme pleasure when someone scratche

SRS: Dysphoria

I'm starting the SRS series with this post, though I don't have anything new to tell about it. The series will bit rather TMI but not as much as TMI series. It's just, well, what they are operating, it's easier to not use too many euphemisms. But first what has happened during these two weeks. My now-ex-gf visited me after christmas, we exchanged presents and had a little talk. With that I got closure and peace with it. We will continue as good friends, as I still feel like she is my closest friend. I will refer to her as B later on if needed. I also finally visited population registry centre, which changed its name to Digital and Population Data Services Agency (DVV for short, from finnish name) in the year change. I requested to fix my judicial gender and judging about the effects, they did the change on last day of the year. My strong authentication for official systems broke down, as it will fetch information from the population registry and, well, as gender i