Droplets from the voyage of a trans-woman

I can clearly feel that I'm much more functioning than before, so decided to write even while I don't have that much of a things to say So, the depression med withdrawal symptoms included serial migraine, I got migraine attack on last Sunday, and on this week's Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. I went to see a occupational doctor (not my "own" as she didn't have any free times left) on Wednesday and she wrote me sick leave for the rest of the week. Ironically I didn't have migraine attack on Thursday anymore, though it has been tickling my brains the whole week. But even having migraines, I have slept better. My smart watch tracks my sleep and there has been quite a much really short spikes that I'm awake. Amount of those are at least halved. And I can really notice that even while I don't remember being awake at night. As when I had sleep polygraph done, they found that my brains awakened 130 times during the night so it's likely that my watch

Hectic two weeks again. Some updates anyway. Like I wrote last time, I lived about two weeks at my partner's place. Last week back to work after vacation and very hectic week as other things started as well. I also went to see occupational doctor. The time I spent at my partner was very relaxing and I was able to charge my batteries quite a well. We watched Star Wars episodes 1-6 (in that order) as I hadn't watched them. We had fun times overall and I really enjoyed the vacation. It was (and is starting to be) just bit hassle to keep the relationship secret from my parents. I wonder if my mom suspects anything, I think she might. Last week was rather hectic at work as there was some things which were pushed to my plate. I also joined to tech team of theater group and it's first rehearsals were on tuesday and wednesday. As that is university student group, they kinda like to drink. So, there is some sitting in the bar after each rehearsal, I hope that doesn't cause

New year, another month. Looks like I forgot to write in two months so covering those as well now. A lot has happened. Much of it has happened mentally and my life has been in quite a havoc. Like I wrote in last post, I'm now in relationship again. The relationship has helped me really much, as I can be very womanly. It has also helped with the bitchy side as I can be very soft with my partner. My partner is quite mentally strong as well, which helps. And the softness has really helped to discover and explore the feminine side of me. Helped me to get rid of the unnecessary roles and to change the base role closer to the core, or take the tint away from it. Like I wrote previously ( #58 ), I'm feeling like Mira and woman. I'm starting to love myself and my looks. I have gotten more confidence. As I was starting to feel back in the previous post, it really have started like I thought. The bud is already half open, embracing the sun. I feel now that pursuing CS was holding