Droplets from the voyage of a trans-woman

One sweaty month has passed again. Most of it by vacationing. So, the month has been rather quiet as massive heat wave hit Finland and it has been around 30°C and my apartment is not much cooler. And I don't even have a fan. In the middle of the month, three weeks ago on monday my estradot dosage was risen to 100µg. I haven't felt much of a difference in feeling generally. Or the changes are so sneaky that I don't notice them. There have been couple of things I have noticed this month. Body hair is starting to get more translucent and thinner. Starting from tummy area, again, like when my skin started to get softer. My (head) hair grows longer and looks better. I haven't checked how big the thinned area is currently but the baldness is also curing, which is great news. Although I also noticed that my brows grows hair pretty much all over the place, much higher in the forehead than before HRT. Tweezers to the rescue! 😆 Another thing which has happened extremely sn

I'm telling more-than-usual in this post, in uncensored manner, I apologize in advance. Also sorry if I use strange words as especially medical vocabulary is still unknown to me (I rely to google translate quite a much). If you are asexual (I know there are several in the readers), you might want to stop reading now. It's not over-the-top but much more than before. So, I want to talk about what hormones has done to me, when I still remember the time before I even started the voyage seriously over a year ago. What physical changes has happened and what mental changes has happened. I have told at least most of the mental changes but not all the physical. Let's start with the physical changes. My skin, muscles, erection, ejaculation, sensation, boobs, face, feet, hair (both in head and around the body), response to alcohol, pee and sweat has changed more or less. So, going through those one by one. My skin started to get softer quite soon after starting HRT. Starting

10 years of dark and rainy monday is starting to be left behind. But that doesn't mean it would be sunny weekend. Yet. Vacation. I have waited it for so long. 5 weeks of doing nothing. Watching anime. Playing video games. Maybe some dancing and having fun. Yesterday was Aicon. Our studio was there. So very silent convention in studio. But I did get little bit of my socializing needs at least. And I finally bought nemuneko! It is big, white and it has silver crown. I named her Umi-sama. Umi, because one of the meanings of Mira is ocean as well. And she has the crown so obviously she should be addressed as -sama. Umi-sama also reminded me about something. As I bought it mostly to be "hug-friend" and it's size is perfect for hugging, I had anxiety attack tonight. I hugged Umi-sama the whole evening, unable to let go. There is one part of in the way I socialize with people which I miss and need. Physical touch. I have written before how much I value it. And now