Life is hard
Long time, no post. Process-wise, pretty much nothing has happened. Life in general has been another question though. My gf broke up with me bit over a week ago. I'm still completely crumbly. Last week's friday was the worst, I wasn't able to do much other than cry. I wasn't able to eat in three days other than breakfast, which I have to eat because of meds. And even that was hard. I have lost 4kg of weight. I think her constantly. I miss her. I want her to become back. This has been extremely hard for me. I have thought things which would have resulted this and was able to figure out several. I hope I can at least apologize about those in person, I don't want to do it over some messaging app. And because that isn't enough, my mom was officially transitioned to terminal care. She has had type 1 diabetes for 65 years (she is 68), and several doctors have said to her that it is medical miracle she is still alive and well. Well, her legs are typical so right l