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Wandering thoughts 22

Two weeks. At the same time those have been very long and very short. I have spent basically the whole time with my girlfriend. There is her work and was one convention in Kuopio which were almost the only things keeping us separated. When two people sync together this well, it is so frightening! We have tried to progress slowly. It feels like we haven't achieved that. The more we get to know each other, the more we want to spend time together. To the point that she is almost living at my place now. Only downside in that is that my bed is only 90cm wide, which is way too narrow for two people. The relationship has been doing good things to both of us. We are able to take care of ourselves. I have been able to take care from my apartment. I feel so much more energetic that before. It feels so good, to be able to actually do things without psyching up and do several things in a day! It amuses both of us that it has been only two weeks. It feels so much longer. Part of the re

Two years of the voyage

Two years and one week. Wow. It's been quite a voyage already and I still feel like it's just the very beginning. I just have to start with most recent news, it actually happened today, or during the last night to be exact. I'm in a relationship again. I found this wonderful woman, with who I'm on exactly same wavelength and the waves are aligned perfectly. With who I'm more relaxed than with anyone else. Who makes me smile like a fool for the whole day. I had major crush on her, told about it to her on saturday, found out that it was mutual and today we decided that we aren't hallucinating and started to go out. She also happens to be goth as well 😂💜. And why we thought we were hallucinating? It is actually really scary when you have known someone for just a couple of days, and you already are able to read each other's minds. But, the feeling we are having is just.. I can't even describe it. And both of us are loving it. Loving the fact how relax