Droplets from the voyage of a trans-woman

So, I got this thing starting. I have written before that I'm poly-amorous. I'm starting one poly-relationship and not with CS. CS is mono-amorous. Today, I went "for coffee" (=date) with CS, and confessed to her again. She was very aware of my feelings and she answered to me that she tried to find feelings towards me but didn't find any. I have read that from her although I really didn't know what I have read. Now that Certain Someone isn't really certain anymore, it will take some time and though that I could get over her. I have tried before, I couldn't. But now I have some kind of relationship so I might actually be able to get over this constant thinking and missing of her. I got my resolve. And the biggest problem for her was that I resembled too much of her little sister. So it might have been bit too awkward for her. It might be for the best after all that we will just stay friends. And because of this another relationship, it was best for th

Whoa, it's been a while. Well, better late than never, right? So, today was second treatment conference, as I got diagnose about a year ago. There was specialist nurse and specialist psychiatrist along with me. And I arrived almost 15 mins late, thanks to busses. First one bus didn't come and second one broke down 😩. But, I sent email about being late when I got to the bus as I knew that I will be late, because it will take more than half an hour from where I live now to the TAYS. At least it tells about working public transportation if I was only 15 mins late even with those setbacks. But, the meeting itself. They sent some papers for me to fill and bring with me, it was just another survey of my mental state. Doctor asked how I felt and how hormones have worked and got himself to the map. Whole meeting was quite walkover for me as AFAIK they reserved whole hour for the meeting and I was out in half an hour 😂. The doctor will write opinion for the endorsement for me and